hey guys, quick update…
At hers, things are being said… Shit. Shit. Shit.
I really want to kiss her. I’m not sure if I will… Shit. If you don’t see another post by 2am GMT then… Well… Otherwise… Well… She’s coming downstairs.
How long has it been since you texted her? Whenever a boy tells me about something like that I freak out a bit and figure things out before I can respond... Maybe she is more normal than me... Give her some time
Anonymous
False alarm… She doesn’t know a thing she texted me back. We’re all good…. I think my mind just ran away with the wind a bit… Um…
… Um… Sorry
… *cough cough* False alarm.
Sorry folks, it’s not the end of the world - she just texted me. It’s all good… Just got a little carried away there… Okay, go about your business.
Sorry guys for the last few posts.
But it seems I’ve lost an important friendship because I was, unfortunately, ‘me’. It was a good year while it lasted…
I’m going for a cigarette. I’ll see you’s in a few weeks when I’ve gotten over this…
Well done Dwayne… Well done…
STOP. NOW. Things are not working out, and I am very sorry. That sounds horrible what you are going through. That is no excuse to call yourself those names. You are important, funny, and cute. Your best friend was friends with you, that already says something.
Anonymous
… I don’t really know what to say.
I’m sorry. I do appreciate it. I do, I really do, but right now, my mind…
I just need a cigarette…
P.s. I turned my phone back on, she hasn’t texted me back. I’ll take that as a sign of “I know that you have feelings for me, let’s not be friends anymore. So sorry.”
The fact that a woman will stop being friends with me outright just because I have romantic feelings for her (WHICH I WOULD NEVER EVEN ACT ON BY THE WAY) tells you how worthless I am…
Do not say those things. Seriously. They are horrible and untrue. It isn't good to say stuff like that about yourself. Things will always get better. It may be awkward now (and I'm very sorry about that) but things will get better. Just please stay strong and keep on fighting.
Anonymous
Yeah but… No it is true. I’m pathetic, and a little boy compared to some of the men she’s dated/ been interested in. She could never, EVER be interested in me, and that could have been in my head from the beginning, then I would have had a rise in romantic feelings for her.
Look at the statistics: Lottie, complete fail, I almost died loving her.
The redhead, never actually fell in love with her, but almost doing so almost drove me to ‘the dark times’ again and it was through ignoring EVERYTHING that I over came it.
Now, my best friend, ‘R’: Well, all it took was some silly text where I thought I was being nice and now I’ve ruined everything because it showed a side of me that I never, NEVER wanted her to see; the side that’s falling in love with her.
And with every woman I fall for, she is repulsed by me. Why do I try. And the horrible thing was, I wasn’t trying, I was never, EVER going to tell her about my feelings. I was going to lock them up and never ever let them out for fear of ruining our friendship. All it took was a few misplaced words in a text and now she’s probably thinking “I should not hang out with him anymore.” Well fucking done Dwayne. Well done.
I’m a pathetic, ugly, disgusting, childish, worthless peice of shit.
Turn off your phone Dwayne. That’ll undo all the slushy bullshit you’ve done today…
Yeah, maybe she’ll still be you’re friend if you turn off your phone.
I’m so pathetic. I genuinely wish I would die in my sleep tonight…
And in an effort to make things better, I messed things up even more.
Well done Dwayne, I mean you had a 0.3% chance of ever being with her, but at least she was your friend.
Now things are awkward, she’ll probably stop talking to you and you would have lost another important person in your life because you’re an idiot.
Wow, JUST. WOW.
I really should have died 2 years ago… My life is pathetic.
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