What helps sometimes

When all I want is Lottie… When someone else, someone I don’t even know leaves me a random ask “Are you okay? Do you want to talk?” Makes me feel ‘better’…

I still feel so broken, to the point where no one will ever fall in love with me and to the point where the only one who can fix me is the one who broke me, Lottie… But to know that some people out there just want to listen, and just try and make me smile genuinely smile… It makes me feel less like a monster.

I’m a monster.That’s what Lottie left me to become but some of you, people I follow, people who follow me, anons and non anons… Thank you for making me feel less like a monster and less ashamed for loving someone who made me this way… If only Lottie had the same compassion you have, I wouldn’t be broken…

I love you guys. I really do…

Thank you